im like feeling insecure again. wdf.

reassure me people. =) cause if i decide to give up, then theres byebye johanna. and i'll no longer be there. i've decided to walk away first before i get hurt. so yeah. if u treasure me, please be there for me and tell me that you love me. and i dno wdf im talking about.

anyway.

havent been on for around five days. it seems like an eternity. seriously. my o's are coming up. and i have to put down everything. i feel so distant from everyone. justin.. weewee.. evelyn.. and shiqi and...i dno. it's like.. we're all so busy hanging out with other people or doing our own stuff that we never bother to contact each other. okay weewee i just contacted with you <3.

the point is. i don't want anyone to take me for granted and think that i'll always be there, while he or she only calls me when they need me. i don't want that at all. maybe things have changed since. maybe we're no longer the best of friends. are we still? you make me think that there are others you wna hang out with. others you value more then me. are there?

i maybe be overly insecure. i maybe be too sensitive. what ever. that can never change in me. im negative. and what not.

fuckit.

i miss all of you guys.

xoxo

ps: gu-n gu-n update up next. maybe. i dno.

=(

i'llrescuemyself
10:31 PM